My heart is with every kind of people that shouldn't been suffering. I live in Venezuela. And I live in war everyday. It is indeed a different kind of war that for example the people in Syria lives, but it is still a war, our war. We live with fear. But we live. Kind of. Some of us. The ones that can actually survive insecurity or hunger, or the insufficient of health care. I have been conscious of life since I was finishing high school, I have had a few panic attacks and I live with some kind of anxiety that may be normal but that doesn't feel right.
I have experienced the love of God through nature. And I have developed a big and strong love for every living thing. Even with insects (that I hate/fear them). And for my Earth. And life. And I sometimes can't understand how people can't appreciate the importance of it. I don't want to keep talking about life because I'm afraid I might have another panic attack. But I feel sad and mad about people killing each other, killing the planet, and not giving a shit about anything. Humanity is wrapping a robe around their neck and it's strangulating itself. And even when I'm a human, I lose my hope in us very frequently that I prefer us to be extinct.
Tonight I write this because I'm sad of all the sad things happening in the world. Here in Venezuela (that only fulfills me of anger 'cause we ain't capable of fighting for us) and for all the bad things happening in the world. I am tired of seen people (or just humanity) not giving a shit about Syrian war, climate change, sex equality fights, extinct animals fights, etc. I want us to open our eyes. Why do we care more about clothes, about funny internet videos, for little stupidity catastrophes? Where is our humanity? I am a Catholic. But religion was never here to divide us. I don't care about all the bad things my church did through the ages. I am living now to change all the mistakes those people made. Religion was supposed to be here to makes us better, for us to try to improve ourselves. I believe in one God. The God that gave us a world, that gave us our life, that want us to be happy. Religion shouldn't been a obstacle. It should unify us. I want to believe humans can be good. But if we're not, then the virus we're should be erased of Earth.
I have experienced the love of God through nature. And I have developed a big and strong love for every living thing. Even with insects (that I hate/fear them). And for my Earth. And life. And I sometimes can't understand how people can't appreciate the importance of it. I don't want to keep talking about life because I'm afraid I might have another panic attack. But I feel sad and mad about people killing each other, killing the planet, and not giving a shit about anything. Humanity is wrapping a robe around their neck and it's strangulating itself. And even when I'm a human, I lose my hope in us very frequently that I prefer us to be extinct.
Tonight I write this because I'm sad of all the sad things happening in the world. Here in Venezuela (that only fulfills me of anger 'cause we ain't capable of fighting for us) and for all the bad things happening in the world. I am tired of seen people (or just humanity) not giving a shit about Syrian war, climate change, sex equality fights, extinct animals fights, etc. I want us to open our eyes. Why do we care more about clothes, about funny internet videos, for little stupidity catastrophes? Where is our humanity? I am a Catholic. But religion was never here to divide us. I don't care about all the bad things my church did through the ages. I am living now to change all the mistakes those people made. Religion was supposed to be here to makes us better, for us to try to improve ourselves. I believe in one God. The God that gave us a world, that gave us our life, that want us to be happy. Religion shouldn't been a obstacle. It should unify us. I want to believe humans can be good. But if we're not, then the virus we're should be erased of Earth.
