9/26

 I just decided to return. And damn, i do cringe. 

It's been what feels like years, but it's only 1 year and 8 months. And i'm now in a whole different life that the last person that posted here. 

I fell in love in May 2022. With somebody that made me change my plans, willingly. I recorded every magical moment in my bullet journal. Sorry i cheated, blogger. 

Love is golden, fear free, healthy and fucks me good. I have never been happier. 

I'm currently at work, i can not elaborate more, i might return and do it, i might not. I just casually stumbled across my blog and my lasts post and i couldn't leave it there. Nico, which i am proud to write about, who i don't hide, who i don't feel ashamed of, who is not ashamed of me, who loves me and has made me the happiest I've ever been, has loved me for the time of 1 year and 3 months today. We live together, we believe in the same future together. I just simply cannot summarize how good i feel.