I can't help but feeling.

I can't help by feeling. I'm in the best years of my life, I don't want in my future to look back and be angry to myself, I don't want regrets. But I don't want to loose someone and be sad of never being part of its life either. I can't help but feeling. Even when I know all the possibilities are fucked up. Love definitely sucks. I'm a hopeless romantic. We were meant for each other, but never to be together and fate sucks. You're the one who got away. If I ever thought my future was uncertain that was because I never knew your story. This sucks. I can't help but thinking about you. And how I feel. How sad is to realize that the things you want are impossible.